I'm jealous of every girl you speak to because I'm afraid they'll fall for you as much as I did.
There are some things we'll just never know. I don't know why I think you're the one for me, you're the opposite of everything I ever thought I wanted. But then again, now it seems as if its the only thing I've ever needed all along.
It's like i lose all my senses when im around you. i can breathe either, or walk. i cant think of anything to say. and all i see is you.
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
- Things I'll Never Say;; Avril Lavigne
The sad, pathetic thing is I love every bit of you. Even the bits of you I hate, I love them just the same. Every time I tell myself I just don't care what you think, I see you walk by and wonder if I take your breath away like how you take mine.
I will always carry you in my heart.
You will always be my shooting star.
Never Change - Chase Coy
How does it feel to know you're everything I need?
The butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees.
So much - the spill canvas
I don't think I'll ever be able to look at you & feel nothing.
And what scares me the most is that you may never come back. I let myself hope and dream of situations where we finally are together again, but they're just dreams. I sometimes feel you next to me, whenever I see, hear, or think of something you'd find amusing. You never left me, you're like a fucking ghost. Everything reminds me of you and all I want to do is knock on your door and kiss you until I can't anymore. So please, just come back.
ive envisioned you running after me, pulling me down and holding me there with you, just so i couldnt escape from you. thats what i want. for you to want me near you badly. for you to want to hold me and be with me forever. for me to never say goodbye to you because it would wreck your world.
i want you to be in the way just so i can say "excuse me".
i guess im just like every other cliche girl in the planet, with that one boy i cant get enough of, who never seems like he'll give me the time of the day. and im lovesick just thinking of him.
but my legs were shaking
my heart was racing
my arms were searching for her
You remind me of august
The way that I still care about
All the things that you promised
-The Academy Is..
and im always wondering, in the end, where will i end up? and who with? im off in my own world, waiting for that one boy to come into my life and stir up my life. thats what i want. complete, utter chaos. the messiest love possible. i want to wake up at 3 am because i cant sleep without him by me. i want him to run in the rain to my house to see me. i want him to smile everytime he sees me.
And she looks him in the eyes & tries so hard to hide how she feels.
i like that you ramble when you're nervous.
i like that i know that you ramble when your nervous.
i like that i still make you nervous
my mom used to tell me "you cant have fun all the time"
and i always thought "why not? why the fuck cant i have fun all the time?"
I can feel the magic floating in the air.
Being with you gets me that way.
I watch the sunlight dance across your face, and I've never been this swept away.
Breathe - Faith Hill
Now I'm gonna love you 'till the heavens stop the rain.
I'm gonna love you 'till the stars fall from the sky..
Touch Me - The Doors
My problem is with anybody who just vanishes and
then just waltzes back in and expects to be instantly forgiven.
(One Tree Hill)
the problem with love is that someone loves too much & the other loves too little. so if you want me back, you need to take a risk. i loved you with all my heart, but i was never your number one, like how you were to me. risk something for me. risk all that i risked when i fell for you. fall for me, and i promise not to let you fall.
its not what i feel for you, its what i feel for everyone BUT you. sorry kiddo, but you're kinda super important to me.
So he would buy her things and kiss her hair
to show he was for real.
And she would take those gifts and kisses
though just stringing him along.
She knew about those wooden boys-
it's an empty love to fill the void.
-Driftwood: A Fairy Tale;; Cursive
i miss your text messages and ims. i miss our face to face conversations. i miss you giving indications that i exist. and most of all, i miss you calling me beautiful.
all because one boy didn't have the guts to finish what he started
this is my last resort, my last piece of hope: maybe you miss me too. just maybe, youre afraid to tell me how you feel. but if thats the case, will we pass each other by and just never know how we truly feel? i dont think id be able to stand knowing you wanted me, i wanted you, and that nothing ever happened.
like a scratched cd, her heart skips a beat.
& from now on, i promise we're in this together.
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